As I Let Go

I thought my heart would break…

*

my heart didn’t break

it healed

as I surrendered fully to loosing you

as I accepted my heart wasn’t choosing you

if it meant giving up on our dreams

and that’s what you asked, so it seems

*

my heart didn’t split

no, it grew

as I gave it to you as a souvenir

as I filled it with you, so you’re always here

and I know now, my dreams will come true

cos’ my darling, I’ll do it for you

❤️


it is the hardest choice – love or dreams – seemingly pulling in different directions
a choice that feels like dying
a heart ripped apart
breaking

but in the surrender, it broke open, not in two
showing me that dreams are made of love
and I cannot choose one without the other

*

I made you a passionate promise to f***ing GO FOR IT!
to BE the person who belongs in my dreams
and that promise fuels my body when I’m tired
my mind when I’m in doubt

with you inside my heart, my heart speaks louder
with you inside my heart, I have no choice but to be the best I can be

I have no choice but to love and to dream – to truly live

I owe that to both of us

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